No More Pretending

to whomever may possibly read: Its my journal.thats it right now.sorry if it doesnt make sense to you.

well its bin one crazy wild ride these last few weeks. i had one minor melt down. and its all good now.well sort of....
i'm so damn scared that this wont last...
how do you buy/get insurance for something like this? or assurance? i need non- damage assurance. i guess not doing things this way for starters.i hope i didnt fuck this all up. i really do. why am i so worried i did? is there any real reason behind my craziness this time? i dont know.more questions than answers and when answers do finally come i'll have forgotten all about what the question was.

practicum is kicking my ass right now.i'm currently in a zombie haze and will remain there for 3-7 more weeks...we'll see how tabor is.
people should not be allowed to be alive at ungodly hours such as 4,5 or 6 a.m its just not right. thinking about it makes me want to barf.ewwww.

posted by No More Pretending @ 9:58 PM