No More Pretending

it's both...

I've come to the conclusion that it is both...........depression causes spiritual "problems", as the human psyche is so closely related to the soul, and spirtual problems cause depression. i think i my case this time....its both. crazy as this all sounds i know. but i doubt any of this could make any sense to someone who hasnt been there. it's soo bizarrre, i feel better, the depression has seemed to lift for now, and i feel in a better place spiritually. i'm not saying i dont still have those issues every now and then, but they are just a little less extreme, i dont have an istant anxiety attack everytime i think about something related to God as i then wonder " is there really a God though?"
It can be such a stressful time. going through times like these, only remind me how our mind is so affected by our soul and vice versa.... it really is, and i have experienced this again and again, only i dont talk about it much so now its all out there. it also doesnt help that i havent exactly been having a great, super, easy fun life for the last couple years and that i cant help but in times like these feel like i'm being punished for something. but these are natural human emotions....so that is that for now.

posted by No More Pretending @ 1:08 PM