No More Pretending

I stopped to smell the roses...or?

ok, so this whole blog thing is pretty boring...the set up i mean, well, i'm not some fancy-pants freakin computer person who knows all the stuff to make things like this cool. so yah, and i dont really care. this is just a journal for me basically, because i'm just too lazy to actually write all this out on paper.
so today was another lazy summer day...but i stopped to smell the flowers......or in my case, my son's head....there is something about little boys, the way they smell after they've had sunscreen on all day while playing outside. the dirt, the air, the smell. its one of those things you want to hold on to forever and never let go of. and if i could bottle it and keep it for one day when he is all grown up and no longer my little boy, i would. i guess thats what you do when you are a mama. i love him. and making him happy makes me happy. one day God will use him for something amazing. he is amazing. at two and a half his personality blows me away. he just has so much of it. and he has a lot of love in his little heart.
i swear, he is what keeps going....if he wasnt around i have no idea where i would be.....no idea.

ahhhhhh!......... i dont know what to do with my life but that is a whole completely different story altogether.....i think i'll go watch lara croft: tomb raider, maybe she can provide a super jolt of inpiration for me....probly not, but i've havent seen either one yet.

posted by No More Pretending @ 10:25 PM